Out of place
By: Cristian
To be honest I would say all of grade school; I never found my peer group and I was always the loner. I tried multiple activities from karate to musical theater to church but no one wanted me to be their friend.
It kept me thinking and wondering what was wrong with me. I would see on social media friends posting pictures with friends at the movies, mall, or the game.
Made me wonder what was the problem. The thoughts just dwell my mind making me think maybe I am too fat, too ugly, or if my disability was a problem. Maybe I am meant to be alone.
As an adult I realize those times only kept me safe from danger, but feeling truly alone still hurts.
The missed opportunities will always pain me deep inside
Cris's Story Infusion 